Who is that Girl i see....

...Staring straight, back at me? Seriously, that is exactly how I feel! I feel so healthy...my muscles feel tight, I have so much energy, I just feel great.....and then I look in the mirror and I am always completely shocked at what I see! My thoughts are: Who is that? Who is that girl in the size 12 pants who looks so frumpy? I am honestly shocked, because how I look does NOT reflect how I feel and it is so frustrating! It's my worst nightmare....I am trapped in a fat girls body with no way out! That girl isn't me and I wish I could make her look how I feel, but it's just not working. Kyle keeps telling me to give it time, and I know it is true, but I just wish it would go faster!