Weigh in: STILL 175. I don't know. I know I should be grateful that I didn't gain any, but it makes me say...Why am I killing myself at the gym and missing out on all the delicious foods I love, just to stay the same!?
Sorry it's been a while, we were gone for the weekend. Over the weekend, I did indulge here and there, but nothing gigantic or anything that killed me. I didn't over eat, I didn't eat sweets the entire time either. But, I did start to think of the things I Don't ever eat and it makes me mad that I am not losing weight. Here's my list: I haven't ever made cinnamon rolls for my kids, we don't make cookies or eat cake, I haven't had Apple Crisp in years (my favorite), we don't eat bacon, I don't put mayo or miracle whip(my other favorite) on sandwiches, we don't buy potato chips unless they are baked, we don't have ice cream, I don't buy candy bars EVER! The list can go on, but that's just a sample. I'm just really frustrated today. There is this girl in my ward, now, I know she isn't perfect, but she is just so dang cute and thin and SO super trendy! Her hair is always so cute...even cuter than mine! Sorry Jenna for all of th negative, but it's just so hard. And I just don't get it. I'm not giving up, I'm just venting. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
* Jenna, my work out every day is: 30 minutes HARD on either the Eliptical or tredmill, then I do 45 minutes of lifting weights and abs. I do arms one day then legs the next and so forth. I do abs everyday and kill myself, and then I'm not sore the next day. I would love a personal trainer, but there is no way I'm even going to mention it to Kyle because I know he would say yes and I know we don't have the money for it. I'm just going to keep going. Just Keep Swimming, Just Keep Swimming. Although, today I feel like I am drowning!
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Sooo sorry! Staying the same after so much work is so frustrating!
ReplyDeleteI had a pig out Friday--to repent, I did 45 long, horrible, painful minutes on the elliptical then 45 minutes of exhausting yoga.
On Saturday I ate 4 cups of green beans for 136 calories and then a light dinner.
By this morning I was STARVING T-O D-E-A-T-H! But I couldn't undo my yesterday so I had a bowl of oatmeal--no sugar, no milk--for 153 calories and then another light dinner. I'm still STARVING!
I weigh in tomorrow. We'll see if this sacrifice was worth it.
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming!
Hey girl, I soo know how you feel! I now have a personal trainer and he really focuses on you and what you want. He changes my eating and work out almost every week and last week I dropped 3% body fat, he is amazing. If you would like I can chat with him about your experiences and struggles and see what advice he has. I have this last 30 lbs to lose after losing 47(it is so not easy!) and he has made me feel better than anything else. Hang in there girl, you are doing great and I know that it doesn't quite feel that way. You are such a wonderful mom and an amazing person, don't give up!
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